Why can't I stop the negative feelings?
The madness must end, but where's the answer?
The darkness grows in me like a cancer.
When most people are counting their blessings,
I am close by tallying my failings.
The One inside wants to yell, not whimper,
Can I pass the blame, maybe to mother?
NO! It is in my mind, filled with weaklings!
I can feel myself losing the battle,
The One feeds on the pain I cannot lose.
There is no way to change the things I've done.
Does it matter anyway, one more evil?
The world is covered in it, one big bruise.
I fear the day I succumb to the One.
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